It's lonely out here in space
Posted on Tue Dec 12th, 2017 @ 10:28am by Lieutenant Commander Akane Nokitsune Psy.D.
Lieutenant Commander Nokitsune's Personal log
When I was younger, life was so much simpler. I went where I wanted (mostly) and did what I wished. The only restrictions I had were when I had to be home for dinner.
As I grew up....I achieved many of my dreams. I got married, had children, passed the federation exams and went into space. And up here, I've gone from promotion to promotion...helping many people with their issues.
And yet, lately, despite all of this. I feel lonesome. I know I shouldn't....I have so many good friends I've made here...but seeing couples embrace up here, reminds me of my own Ayumi..and of our darling little ones. They're growing up so fast - and I'm not there for that. They all look up to me - but...in reality, I feel I've failed them in the quest for my own dreams.
One day...I promise...I'll make it up to all of them, especially Ayumi-chan, the ever faithful girl of my dreams.